IsayShiz...

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Home is a good place to be...

I have been circling in a lonely hole for a month or so now. Trying to deal with stress and life on my own. Trying too hard to be independent. I was scared to ask for help. I was scared asking for help would make people be disappointed in me, make people think less of me.

I did something drastic to dig out of that whole and could have lost my life. I went to the hospital and started on getting my problems taken care of. I feel better now. Like people will listen to me when I scream. Instead of just pass by because I covered up that I was hurting all this time. I learned that I don't have to hide anything. Honesty is the best policy. And I can take instead of give sometimes.